THE WILD WOMAN DIARY:
Experiments in the Feminine Reality
Fifteen minutes meditation with a yoni egg or one mala (108) contractions
Thirty minute guided meditation FOUND HERE (highly recommended)
Today's meditation was better than designer drugs, followed by one of the most beautiful days of my entire life that was only remarkable because of how I perceived it.
Something wild is waking up within me.
Throughout the day, I carry a nameless excitement with me, a persistent happiness with no apparent cause.
When I walk, I bounce on the balls of my feet.
I catch myself smiling at strangers without meaning to, simply happy to see them. The world keeps sneaking up on me, surprising me with its loveliness.
I know this joy is but a fleeting gift, which makes it more delicious. I suck the marrow from the bones of each hour, reveling in the slow passage of time.
When the rain lets up, I put on some sneakers, and lope down the steps of my apartment building, towards the old cobblestone path that runs along the sea shore. The moon rises, a silvery phantom emerging from pillowy clouds, dodging between silhouettes of palm trees, then finally, singing in the rose-colored sky.
The forest hillside hums with new life after five straight days of rain, buzzing with contentment, a long thirst finally satiated. Primal energy pulses around me, palpable and contagious. When I allow myself to fall into its rhythm, I feel more animal than human. My breath comes effortlessly. I am in control of my movements, sensitive to each muscle in my body, drunk with vitality. I run as fast as I can, just to feel the wind on my face, and the familiar burn in my legs, and beads of sweat cooling my skin.
Somehow I know that this is what I have been longing for—the feeling of freedom, a present moment so exuberant that it bleeds over into the future. Something has finally clicked into place, as if my soul, for a moment, has dropped back into my body.
I don't want to jinx myself, so I conclude nothing.
Owner of Keggel, hopeless nomadic, performance artist, earthling.
The Wild Woman Diary is a multimedia art project on several platforms.
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