Wild Woman Diary: Experiments in The Feminine Reality


Wild Woman Diary: Day One copy

August 03, 2018

THE WILD WOMAN DIARY: Experiments in the Feminine Reality Experiment:   Test run: Meditate with black obsidian yoni egg and record observations. Set timer for twenty minutes.  Results: Happy to start this project, finally.  Other than that, a general sense of impending doom.  This may be less glamorous than I imagined. Observations: It's only several minutes into my meditation, and I can't stop thinking about Starbucks. The craving is specific: a Venti Caramel Frappuccino with extra whipped cream and extra caramel sauce, and tiny effervescent beads of condensation making the whole thing sparkle like it's fresh out of God's Vitamix. And...

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Wild Woman Diary: Day Twelve

August 25, 2017 Anna Judd

THE WILD WOMAN DIARY: Experiments in the Feminine Reality Experiment:   15 minutes meditation with the yoni egg Results: No fractals, unicorns, sacred geometry, rushes of energy, or feelings of serenity and calm.  Just run of the mill boredom, distraction, and frustration.  Observations: Yesterday's bout with enlightenment totally wore me out. Apparently my brain decided to blow it’s whole load at once, and flooded my system with every last drop of dopamine and serotonin at its disposal, amounting to a good old-fashioned bender. At some point, I became aware that I was intentionally getting high off of the kundalini energy that I...

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Wild Woman Diary: Day Eleven

August 25, 2017

THE WILD WOMAN DIARY: Experiments in the Feminine Reality Experiment:   Fifteen minutes meditation with a yoni egg or one mala (108) contractions Thirty minute guided meditation FOUND HERE (highly recommended) Results: Today's meditation was better than designer drugs, followed by one of the most beautiful days of my entire life that was only remarkable because of how I perceived it.  Observations: Something wild is waking up within me.  Throughout the day, I carry a nameless excitement with me, a persistent happiness with no apparent cause.  When I walk, I bounce on the balls of my feet. I catch myself smiling at...

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Wild Woman Diary: Day Ten

August 25, 2017

THE WILD WOMAN DIARY: Experiments in the Feminine Reality Experiment:   when I say it's day ten I'm lying Results: nothing interesting at all  Observations: I continue to dig, delicately untangling roots of memory and belief. In the hours after meditation I am revisited by long-forgotten memories from childhood. Long summer days spent riding bikes around the neighborhood, helping my mother tend our little plot in the community garden, cannonballing into an electric blue swimming pool. My sister, whole, smiling. The sound of the neighbor kid’s flip-flops slapping against concrete as he approaches our door. When I began working with the...

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Wild Woman Diary: Day Nine

August 22, 2017 Anna

THE WILD WOMAN DIARY: Experiments in the Feminine Reality Experiment:   Twenty minutes of practicing with a black obsidian yoni egg.  Results: Definitely felt waves of sexual energy (i.e. chi, life force, kundalini) rising up from the root chakra about five minutes into the meditation, and by the end I was basically floating in a cocoon of light. Pretty amazing.  Observations: For those of us who fall prey to the conscious or unconscious belief that our physical beauty is our most valuable form of social currency, the aging process can be confusing and disorienting.  As we get farther away from the...

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Wild Woman Diary: Day Eight

August 22, 2017 Anna Judd

THE WILD WOMAN DIARY: Experiments in the Feminine Reality Experiment:   Take Break from Yoni Egg Today - PC muscles are sore and tight  Meditating for Fifteen minutes with this music  Results: I woke up in the middle of a panic attack. The meditation was calming. Observations: When left unchecked, I’ve been known to treat my body like a piece of rusty farm equipment. Something over-used that you wouldn’t feel bad throwing rocks at.  I have a hunch that this tendency to be unkind to one’s own flesh may be genetic. I come from pioneer stock, men and women who sailed on...

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Wild Woman Diary: Day Seven

August 21, 2017 Anna Judd

THE WILD WOMAN DIARY: Experiments in the Feminine Reality Experiment:   Thirty minutes of meditation with black obsidian yoni egg.  Results: Thirty minutes turned into an hour. Really successful meditation. Felt a strong flow of energy coursing through my body, and eventually turning into a cocoon of static electricity.  Overall feeling incredibly sane and content. Weird.  Observations: I trudge up the ladder to my Opium Den. It’s not a real Opium Den; that was just inspiration for the décor. A few weeks ago, I painted the tiny room deep purple and yellowy gold, then filled it with woven Turkish pillows, intricate...

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Wild Woman Diary: Day Six

August 17, 2017 Anna Judd

THE WILD WOMAN DIARY: Experiments in the Feminine Reality Experiment:   One million yoni egg contractions Results: nothing interesting at all  Observations: Got a little over-zealous today.  The rain let up for a few hours and I decided to go on a run with my yoni egg. This might have worked out swimmingly, except for one thing.  Instead of prudently choosing a smaller, lighter egg, I decided to run with the yoni egg affectionately dubbed “The Black Mamba”, named after Beatrix Kiddo, the protagonist in Kill Bill, my all-time favorite assassin.  It's largest black obsidian yoni egg.  Somehow, I forgot that...

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Wild Woman Diary: Day Five

August 17, 2017 Anna Judd

THE WILD WOMAN DIARY: Experiments in the Feminine Reality Experiment:   Meditate with the yoni egg for thirty minutes. Set a timer.  Results: Definitely feeling some changes both physically and emotionally/spiritually. Increases in strength, stability.  Observations: In California, if it rains for more than a few hours, freeways are littered with mangled, twisted metal, the line at Starbucks is twice as long, and women who rely on flat irons to achieve sleek, polished locks refuse to remove their hoodies until they’re safely indoors. (If you have curly hair, you get it.) Here in Huatulco, the rain is relentless, a force to...

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Wild Woman Diary: Day Four

August 17, 2017 Anna Judd

THE WILD WOMAN DIARY: Experiments in the Feminine Reality Experiment:   Ten Minutes of Yoni Egg Contractions Root Chakra Guided Meditation Results: Keeping the mind calm was easier. I didn't think about Frappuccinos even once, so I suppose that's progress.  Observations: I have a lot of skeptical people in my life.  You know.  Left-brainers.  Literal, logical eggheads who need every concept to be proven, dissected, quantified, and formally approved by at least three scientific journals before they will consider it’s validity. They believe in black, and white, and hard factual evidence.  Nothing wrong with these people.  In fact, I cherish them....

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Wild Woman Diary: Day Three

August 13, 2017

THE WILD WOMAN DIARY: Experiments in the Feminine Reality Experiment:   Twenty minutes of yoni egg contractions Results: While the meditation itself wasn't exactly focused, it was exceptionally more positive than yesterday's attempt.  Observations: Like any muscle in your body, your mind can also get all weak and wobbly if you don’t make a practice of keeping it in shape. Case in point: my practice today.   Today, my inner critic took the back seat to my imagination, and  I spent most of my meditation wandering through a science fiction landscape.  It was a nice vacation.  Since I have nothing profound...

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Wild Woman Diary: Day Two

August 13, 2017 Anna Judd

THE WILD WOMAN DIARY: Experiments in the Feminine Reality Experiment:   One million yoni egg contractions Results: nothing interesting at all  Observations: “Um, hello?? I know you can hear me. Anyway. I know you’re all excited about your little wild woman diary, or pussy ninja diary, or like, whatever. By the way, ew. But, have you ever asked yourself who is actually going to read it? Because, honestly? It’s, like. The. Lamest. Thing. Ever." Meet the evil bitch that lives in my head.  She’s always around. Sometimes her voice is soft and staticky, the barely audible sound of talk radio playing on...

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Wild Woman Diary: Day One

August 13, 2017 Anna Judd

PUSSY NINJA TIPS Experiments in the Feminine Reality Experiment:   Test run: Meditate with black obsidian yoni egg and record observations. Set timer for twenty minutes.  Results: Happy to start this project, finally.  Other than that, a general sense of impending doom.  This may be less glamorous than I imagined. Observations: It's only several minutes into my meditation, and I can't stop thinking about Starbucks. The craving is specific: a Venti Caramel Frappuccino with extra whipped cream and extra caramel sauce, and tiny effervescent beads of condensation making the whole thing sparkle like it's fresh out of God's Vitamix. And if...

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Wild Woman Diary: The Cosmic Yoni Egg

August 11, 2017 Anna Judd

THE COSMIC YONI EGG Even though my love affair with yoni eggs renders my opinion somewhat biased, the importance of yoni eggs as sacred objects is literally written in stone.  Yes, I mean literally in the literal sense:  Representations of the cosmic egg grace dusty hallways inside the great pyramids of Egypt and the run along the walls of crumbling monasteries in China. They can be found in early Christian oil paintings from the Byzantium period, brushed on early tattered manuscripts of the Rig Veda from India, and depicted in stone and wood and metal all throughout Europe, Africa, and...

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Wild Woman Diary: Tools and Materials

August 11, 2017 Anna Judd

TOOLS & MATERIALS First. Let's be real. You can’t buy enlightenment. No material object can take the place of dedication, commitment, or a conscious change in your daily habits. And, while I highly recommend that women embarking on this journey purchase a yoni egg, as they can be a huge catalysts for physical and spiritual transformation for myself, nothing is truly needed outside of your body, breath, and attention. That being said, here is a list of tools & materials I use regularly on my journey. I'll try to update this list as often as possible. If you have any...

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Wild Woman Diary: The Chakra System (De-mystified)

August 11, 2017 Anna Judd

THE CHAKRA SYSTEM (DE-MYSTIFIED) Being a marginally skeptical unicorn, its hard for me to accept anything as truth without thoroughly examining it.  I've been told that this makes me a pain in the ass, as no one likes to getting their balloon popped by difficult questions.  That’s the thing about skeptical unicorns.  You see one in the wild and you never suspect that it’s gleaming, diamond-crusted horn will leave you somewhat deflated. Definitely not my intention here. I’m not hear to destroy the magic. I just want to back it up.  I learned about the chakra system for the first...

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Wild Woman Diary: The Feminine Reality

August 08, 2017

THE FEMININE REALITY When I first heard “divine feminine” several years ago, it was a difficult term for me to connect with. Don’t get me wrong—I wanted to. The whole idea of emanating goddess vibes, getting in sync with the rhythms of nature, radiating a sense of confidence and power and timeless beauty…I mean, who wouldn’t want that? But, in my reality, there was nothing all that divine about being a woman.  Being a woman felt more like putting myself through a sausage grinder every day and hoping that someone would look at the end result and say, “Hey, that...

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Wild Woman Diary: How It Works

August 08, 2017 Anna Judd

HOW IT WORKS The Wild Woman Diary consists of these basic steps, which you are more than welcome to incorporate into your own journey, should you choose to embark on one of your own.            1. Daily experiments based on intensive research primarily in spiritual texts, philosophy, science, and psychology.  The "experiments" include at least 15 minutes of practicing with a yoni egg every day, along with supplemental meditations and activities geared towards reclamation of the divine feminine., which include working with different chakras, hemispheric synchronization (activating the pineal gland), connecting with nature, and radical self-expression. 2....

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Wild Woman Diary: What's the Wild Woman Diary?

August 08, 2017 Anna Judd

WHAT IS THE WILD WOMAN DIARY? The Wild Woman Diary is the written record an attempt to change the feminine reality by consciously embracing the ideals of freedom and radical self-expression. Using meditation, the yoni egg practice, and radical self-expression, the Wild Woman Diar aims to replace all damaging beliefs inherited from one's culture (regarding sexuality, femininity, and self-worth ) with love, courage, and empowerment.                 Because we must be the change we wish to seek in the world (and because I lack a guinea pig), I’ll be conducting these experiments on myself, and sharing the results with you.  Because...

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Wild Woman Diary: Dedication

August 07, 2017 Anna Judd

Dedication:  To Grandpa Judd Growing up, I didn't know if he was a nutcase or a genius. He was smart--that much was obvious. Hell, he worked on the Manhattan Project. He had massive amounts of information stored in that huge head, accessible at all times.  But then, he'd do things. Things that made you wonder. He'd handle liquid mercury with bare hands, letting the cool reflective metal pool and slide around inside his palm, like it wasn't one of the most toxic substances on earth. Or you'd be having a conversation with him, and he'd start belting out the old...

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Introduction: The Wild Woman Diary

August 07, 2017 Anna Judd

When yoni eggs dropped into my life, a powerful process of healing began that took me completely by surprise. Because, truthfully, I wasn't looking to be healed. I simply wanted to learn some new tricks to use in the bedroom. At the time, having a tight vagina seemed pretty important. It didn't take very long to realize the external benefits of the yoni egg practice seemed secondary to the internal, spiritual benefits of this ancient meditative practice.
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